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For What?

Posted by fiture / 2012年04月23日 / 生活

是的,我是离开亲人,离开朋友,离开Sweet,离开成都来到了帝都,北京;是的,貌似我还就职在一家口碑不错的创业公司。是的,我还见到过那些在人们眼中的技术牛人、创业成功者;是的,我还真学到了不少的新技术,长进了不少;是的,貌似我的生活也慢慢步入正规;是的,我貌似又找不着北了……

for-what

For what?

是不是该放慢步伐,审视下自己的内心?今天貌似被点醒了,你想要的是什么?对啊?我想要的是什么,一开始,我想要的是仅仅是为了进入这个公司,然后留下来。然后最多最想要的是多学点东西,这个东西貌似还不仅仅在技术上面,还有其他的想见识见识下帝都,见识见识下这边的人。不过好像是我太幼稚。

不知为什么来到了这样的城市,这样的环境,自己真的停不下来,根本没有时间留给自己的思考,每天都是那样的忙碌,庸碌!其实自己也慢慢的意识到了,他妈的这样苦逼的日子你真的喜欢吗?他妈的你想给人打一辈子工吗?可是当初自己舍弃了那么多,才过来的,人都是不断的向前走,向前看的,我知道当我下了飞机,踏在北京这片土地上时,就注定不能轻易放弃,回去也是不可能的了。纵然我不喜欢这里的气候,这里的环境,纵然这里的房价对我来说只是一个天文数字,纵然那么多让我牵挂,纵然我在这里一无所有。

其实我只是众多北漂,蚁族中的一个普通得不能在普通的一名,生于平凡,但不甘于平凡。可是在这残酷的现实中也无能为力。然后慢慢输给现实,输给理想,输给平庸。我也不知道我自己以后会不会也是这样,被现实慢慢消磨,但是至少现在我不想,至少我现在还没有。

之前有写过一篇日记《为梦北漂(往事)》,现在问问自己:什么是梦,你的梦是怎样的?其实我想要的只是不一直为别人打工,做自己喜欢的事情,到自己喜欢的地方和自己喜欢的人在一起,过简单幸福的生活。

既然选择了前方,就只顾风雨兼程

既然选择了前方,就只顾风雨兼程。做好每一件事,认真的对待每一个人,一切顺其自然,爱憎分明。前面的路还长,时刻警醒自己,我不甘于平凡。现实太复杂,小子你还嫩!加油吧!

12条回应:“For What?”

  1. 老谢说道:

    小伙纸加油吧!

  2. 小七说道:

    真心觉得北京还不如一个小县城

  3. 。琳说道:

    我想现在该做你该做的事,而不是急着做你想做的事。。我们越是焦躁的寻找,越找不到自己想要的,只有平静下来,才能听到内心的声音。慢慢来,一切都才刚刚开始。

  4. 麦子花开说道:

    我一直都觉着自己家乡的小县城就很好,所以经常流露毕业不想出去闯的想法
    结果爸妈整天劝我~~~

  5. Leyar说道:

    真心不喜欢北京。。。
    你可别变成北京爱情故事里面的悲情人物昂。。。
    不管身在何处,别忘了你的根。
    最近自己也是忙的根本不知道在干嘛。。
    好麻木,总是莫名其妙的就患得患失,暗自懊恼,
    可是终归思来想去,都不知道自己得失了什么,懊恼什么。。。
    这个情绪太捉摸不定了。。。郁闷。。

  6. […] 记得在小米的日子非常的开心,有很热心的同事,有很好的基友,有很好工作氛围。说实话,在那边短暂的几个月学习到了很多不少的东西,也见识到了不少的技术牛人。无论是公司其他部门还是有关于前端部门,初出茅庐的我差距都还很大,也有很多值得学习,补进的地方。不过渐渐的我不知道了自己的方向,慢慢的有点迷失,《For What?》。 […]

  7. Tangela说道:

    Wait, I cannot fathom it being so stwdrghtfoirara.

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